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I stare out the window looking at the world as a prisoner trapped inside a cage. Unsure of what will happen in the coming days, or of the person I will be. I feel alone and afraid, cold and in pain. Nothing I do comes out the way that I had planned. And friendship... love... things that others know, things that others have, they avoid me. Even when I put forth effort, they stay just out of my reach. Forced into the darkness where I now spend my time. Locked inside my own mind, trying to figure out my demons. Trying to find a way to beat them so I can show myself once again in the light. But like I said, nothing I do turns out how I planned.